Cours camarade, le vieux monde est derrière toi.

happy valentines

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 21:34:05 GMT

r. kelly,

my friend the gnome and i,

hope you have a lovely valentines. with fellas on your left and honeys on your right.

and this is our gift to you, a valentines day song:

vday song

xoxo
harleene

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 07:32:16 GMT

january has not been a good month.
these past two weeks have been really tough.
not a good start to the new year.
so this is what i figure.
yesterday was the chinese new year.
so i'm going to say february is the new january and february will be what january was supposed to.
well, happy chinese new year.

anyway, february is already looking much much better.
1) kate comes tomorrow for a fantastic week filled with good times.
2) the week after that i'm flying to seattle for a job interview.
3) and if i get said job, i'm moving to seattle.
so, if the accident will, my life will be where i want it to really be by the end of february.
so if you pray, pray for me. if you light candles, light candles, just throw some good karma my way.
then you can come visit me in seattle.

i'm beyond ready to move. i need to do things for myself, look after myself and have that opportunity to start somewhere new. clean slate. without worrying about accommodating everyone else's needs. lately i've felt like a filler person to everyones life. like my life is meant to accommodate others and not my own. so having spent a lot of time alone i know that it's not true. i don't need to be here. if it were so important for me to stay i wouldn't feel so alone and trapped. the only reason for me to stay is my sisters. but they want what's best for me. when i told my sister joey about the possibility of me moving the first thing she said was go. if anybody knows me it's her and she's the only one who straight out said that it would be the best for me and that she hoped i would get the job. yeah she would miss me but she knows how much it would mean to me to move and get my life together. when i told eric he was supportive but unresponsive. he's my best friend, but with everything that's happened with me, i thought he would be there for me more. he hasn't and it's upsetting. so i just want to go and have a life of my own. where on weekends i walk to pike place market, buy a bouquet of fresh flowers, shop for some groceries, and spend some time in left bank books. and just come home to my own place.

so we'll see.
i have high hopes.

anymore

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 11:08:36 GMT

tonight i had high hopes. you know, that it would be a good night out with friends.
eh, total bust.
a saturday night bust.
my friend javier had a potluck at his house and it was nice. good food. eric and i got there 8:30 or so.
i seriously thought that we would go somewhere else after a bit, memphis, shit i don't care 2j's.
we didn't leave until after midnight. to go home.
i was in the worst mood after 10:30. because 10:30 became 11 which became 11:30 so on and so on.
on a saturday night i don't want to be stuck in a house full of people i don't know, don't really care for, and where there are no mixed drinks to compliment the last few cigarettes in my pack.
and no dancing. or good music at least.
i live fucking out in riverside and when i drive out there i'd like for it to have been worth it.
i have this head cold and my ears are all plugged up. i can't breathe through my nose and i have to breathe through my mouth which i hate, so it was all i could focus on, because hey, i had nothing else to keep my mind off it.
ahh i'm complaining!
and then i get to thinking about how i need a change of scene.
or that i'm just going to stay home.
i'm so anti social at things like that too.
i spent a lot of time sitting in a couch looking around at all the bad decor.
eric and ernest kept telling me to take a shot of tequila to loosen up.
like i'm fucking going to get wasted at javiers. and how social and "fun" am i going to be when i knew i didn't want to be there for too long and it was already too late to go anywhere.
i was seriously zero fun, zero anything.
at least at memphis there's kids like us hanging out. and i like the music they play there on saturdays. it's not hip hop night dammit!
buzzkill.

since i was getting home before 1 i called sandi and ended up hanging out with her and some other people back in riverside.
that 40 min that i spent with them was better than the 4 hours i spent at javiers.
i should have just stayed in riverside and hung out them.
but like i said. i had high hopes.

shit. i'm going to complain some more.
when i first get a crush on someone, it's all fun and cute.
i get way too excited over the most trivial things like him buying me a drink.
i make up all these excuses to hang out and ask everyone what everyone else is doing but really i just want to know what he's doing.
and i'll put myself in situations i'm not even comfortable to just be there.
but then i get the fucking pat on the back hug.
what the fuck kind of a hug is that?
the honeymoon is over and i just tell myself that i don't even care.
i see him and who am i kidding?
i care way too much.
i need to stop barking up the wrong tree.
i just don't know how to know that it's the wrong one haha.
good times.

there's plans of an outing this coming saturday with the kids here in riverside.
turns out they want to go to bang.
jesus, bang.
i don't want to be a bad friend though.
ahhhh.
and i already said i would go.
i hate second thoughts.

i have to pee now, which means i'm done complaining.
oh 2006. what else do you have in store for me?

2 double o 6

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 23:55:30 GMT

i'm starting off the new year with a cold. boo.
well, actually i started it off way boozed and happy and then i got a cold.

anyway this is the 2005 recap i should have done days ago:

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
i played open mic at the gypsy den.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i think i made one about buying and reading more books. you could say i kept it. and i've made plenty for this new year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
no.

5. What countries did you visit?
none. boo.

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
a reality check.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
not just a date, but the entire summer.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
quitting b&n, open mic, my photography website and being published.

9. What was your biggest failure?
not being as responsible as i should have be.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope. heartbreak maybe. haha.

11. What was the best thing(s) you bought?
my canon.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
eric k wong. for being an unbelievably good friend to me.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
no comment.

14. Where did most of your money go?
alcohol and cigarettes.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my canon and seattle.

16. What cds will always remind you of 2005?
a little bit of everything. rilo, the faint, muse, bright eyes, death cab, kanye, loads and loads.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. Happier or sadder?
same.

ii. Thinner or fatter?
same.

iii. Richer or poorer?
same.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
kiss boys.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
not going to work.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i spent it at home with lots of family. and children running around like crazy animals.

21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
sandi for sure.

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
not with a person.

23. How many one-night stands?
zero.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
LOST

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i'm a lover. always.

26. What was the best book you read?
on the road.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
that i actually like good hip hop. rogue wave. goldfrapp.

28. What did you want and get?
i did get one thing i wanted. xoxo

29. What did you want and not get?
too many things. : x

30. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
the edukators. pride and prejudice. harry potter. i'm sure there's loads more.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
spent money at south coast, dinner at pf changs and then dancing to 80's all night with friends. 23.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
finding someone who likes me.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
whatever, totally scene.

34. What kept you sane?
bars, thursdays, loads of music, friends and late night movies.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
daniel bruhl.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
soooo many.

37. Who did you miss?
amy. i don't think i saw you anytime in 2005 : (

38. Who was the best new person(s) you met?
all the people i re-met this year.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
don't drink cheap vodka.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"and from the sidelines you see me run, until i'm out of breath."

so this is christmas

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 04:26:30 GMT

well, not yet.
like 17 more shopping days till?
i went shopping today, but not for christmas.
god i'm so spoiled. but i saw the coolest jacket, and the earrings, and then scarf, and shoes. and i'm stupid and spend money i don't have.
i bought a tripod. for my camera.
my first photo shoot for someone is this tuesday. haha.
photoshoot.
i'm also working on their website.
fun. extra money i neeeed.

i'm at eric's waiting for him to finish watching the oc and smallville.
we had dinner, and sangria. mmm sangria.
he drew my picture and i'm putting it up on my wall in my room.
i can't wait to smoke a cigarette. i have this thing now for smoking after a good meal.
i didn't get to, so when we get to 2j's, me and that pack of parliments in my bag are gonna be bff.

god gave me a second chance at having a job.
which is perfect because i can start saving money for when kate comes.
i already know each day that shes here is going to be filled with drinks, cigarettes, and the oc.
right?!?!
seriously. can't wait.

i had the weirdest week last week.
every time that i went out turned into some BIG dissapointment.
bah.
and i was really tired saturday night.
i mean really tired.
bah.

i think that the next couple of days leading up to christmas and new years are gonna be good.
some show are coming up.
my sisters birthday.
danny is coming home.
possibly disneyland.
movies like brokeback mountain.
all sorts of stuff.

the sangria's made me all nice, warm and cozy.

eluminate the no's on their vacancy signs

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 12:07:39 GMT

i can't sleep.

i can't sleeeeeeeeep.

maybe it's because i've been up really late reading.
too bad the book keeping me up, wasn't even worth staying up late for.
i knew i shouldn't have bought it.
but i wanted a bit of light reading.
thank god i bought some william s burroughs at the same time.
anyway the book i read was 'the devil wears prada'.
aaaccckkkkk!!
terrible book. i seriously only kept reading because i thought there would be some spectacular climax where i could clap my hands and be like, yeah bitch got what was coming!. but nothing of the sort. GOD i really hated this book. it pisses me off that i read the entire thing. !!!!!!! jesus! if this book could become a national bestseller, fuck i'm gonna write a book too and win the pulitzer prize compared to this wreck of a book. man, can you tell i didn't like it? i think the only thing i took from it is a whole new and annoying vocabulary of every fashion term, designer, whatever. and a movie is being made. i bet the movie will be better than the book. jesus ok i'm done.

something i did enjoy this past weekend was pride and prejudice.
i mean i really liked it. i'm sure i'll go see it again.

i feel really spoiled lately.

i didn't get tickets to a midnight showing of harry potter.
i still could.
but it's also ernests graduation celebration at 2j's.
and sandi said she might go.
harry or real life?
what a dilemma.

i saw death cab last week.
the best is when you see a band live and they can send chills all over your body.
eric and i went to soma in san diego to see them.
i have to say it was a pretty awful crowd.
mostly because the majority of the people there only own plans.
when they started movie script ending i threw my hands up and cheered, along with like 5 other people.
ben gibbard even made a point about it.
and then eric and i had a fight about encores. he's crazy.
he lives in toontown.

anyway, i don't know what i'm going to do tomorrow.
and it's fucking 4 am.
man that sucks. who knows what time i'll get up tomorrow.
i don't want to get up late.

hey, rogue wave is playing the troubadour next month!!!!! yayayayayay!!!!!!
ooooh i'm soooo excited to go. and !!! is going to be at the el rey. i have to go to that.
and guess who's staying at the aladdin in vegas for 2 nights and seeing gwen stefani with special guest ciara all for free?
ME!
haha my mom is in some vip club and she got an invitation in the mail and booked it the same day. FOR FREE. hahaha.
and in like 2 weeks. hahaha.

i think i could fall asleep now.
nite.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 04:44:03 GMT

oh! i forgot to mention that kate is visiting me!
yayayayayayaya
is it february yet?

steal my records

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 04:18:56 GMT

this has become like a once a month thing for me.

this past week has been soooo mundane.
the week before that, interesting.
and the week before that, i couldn't even tell you.

halloween.
above all, i was excited to get dressed.
i was ally sheedy in the breakfast club.

eric was clark kent.
we went with ernest to some halloween party. at first it was the weirdest place to be.
filled to the brim with bro's and WHY????? is halloween an excuse for girls to be sooooooooo slutty?????
compared to the girls there, i was WAY over dressed with my hi top converse, gym socks, leggings, skirt, overside button up long sleeved shirt, oversized black sweater and scarf!!!!!!!!
i felt like a kid! haha.
oh man, so after awhile of insecurity and awe, i just decided to take advantage of the open bar.
finally, i was having fun. i went around and took pictures of people, i danced, i loved, there was a guy dressed up as wolverine i couldn't shut up about.
i noticed that i hate when people tell me i'm drunk. like i don't know. let's not fucking state the obvious. and i'm not annoying or anything, i just start having fun. i remember sunday used to always tell everyone and it made me mad hahaha.
but i drank too much.
the next day was not my best.
but you can see pictures of people on my site.

so i finally made a site for my photography.
just a starting point. i'm proud of it.

i've seen too many movies to name.

i'm horribly addicted to sims 2 on psp.

i have a package for danny that's taking me ages to send because i love procrastination.

i want a vacation.
soon.

do you want to come over and kill some time

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 09:48:10 GMT

most uneventful week to date.
it's weird not to have some sort of plan.

i really didn't know what to do with myself today.
i played video games and watched leon the professional that i bought a million years ago and that was still in the wrapping.

i think that when you have any excuse to drive a car that isn't yours, you'll grab the bull by the horns and laugh at how sudden your stops are because you're not used to the breaks.
whenever i change lanes, anywhere, i picture causing a miraculous accident because of a car i didn't see.
i'm a good driver though.
i spent $300+ in gas in the month of august.

a couple saturdays ago eric and i went to silverlake for this book release/photo gallery at jeff electric.
i went because my picture:

was in the book and

picture:

was on display.

cool gallery, lots of people, ping pong tournament, red stripe, anti social antics, adams and todds, not winning the raffle because i never win at raffles.
i'm more than sure that when we left they had another raffle and called my number.
i may be unlucky, but i'm a winner!

two tuesdays ago went to cinespace.
paula brought her friend denise who i absolutely loved.
danced and drank way too much.
what happens at sun cleaners at 3 in the morning stays at sun cleaners at 3 in the morning.
eric has magic skills and brought me a chair out of thin air.
i love him.

past saturday saw satisfaction.

hehe:

the rest are here on a website i'm working on for my photography. it's basically done, i still have a lot of pictures to put though. when i get that done i'll post a link because i would really like to know what everyone thinks.

that same saturday went to memphis.
wished i had had the guts to at least say hi to the type of guy that i wish i had the guts to at least say hi to.
gorgeous man. reminded me of elefant's diego garcia.
at least we did that whole, i look at you, you look at me play-off.
bleh. there are other details i won't get into. it makes me feel not so fond of males in general.
and the fact that most of the time, it's some sort of stupid game that i really don't have the time for.
well, there's only one person i'll make an exception for, but that's an entirely different matter.

i don't understand the bad reviews elizabethtown is getting. i loved it.
i think the fact that i love cameron crowe though, has made me a little soft.
i just think he has this ability to make a film feel human, real and beautiful.
and i'm sooooo tired of people complaining about kirsten dunst. i've always liked her.

i want to read a really good book.
make me some recommendations please.
any sort of book.
i'm emotional lately, like if you tell me something somewhat sad i'll almost start crying. but i haven't cried. i've got a ball in my throat. so anything that will make me cry is very welcomed. haha i'm crazy.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BE FOR HALLOWEEN!!!
i got invited to a party where you have to dress up and i am all about it but i seriously can not think of one thing i should dress up as.
nothing.
well not nothing. i thought of ally sheedy circa breakfast club (eh), pat benatar circa love is a battlefield video (hahahaha) or the wicked witch of the west/elphaba.
yeah i don't know.
at least i have two weeks.

i've tired myself out.

thank you.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 23:57:11 GMT

hahahaha i'm so ridiculous.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 18:10:09 GMT

hahahahahahahahahah

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 19:48:02 GMT

i love kanye west. no seriously.

i do

go 'head girl go 'head get down

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 08:10:14 GMT

well,

it looks like i'm gonna be doing open mic night at the gypsy den in santa ana this thursday.

it started with my friends eric and jenny mentioning it.
we went last week to check it out.
and now i'm doing it.
i'm really excited. and i'm not nervous, yet.

i think more people that i thought were gonna come, are gonna come.
even my parents want to go.
do you know how long it has been since i played in front of complete strangers? like, 5 years.
omg.
i get to do two songs.
i'm doing one that i just recently wrote and a cover.
the cover is a secret though.
i hope everyone likes it.

what did i get myself into?
hahaha.

oh man, but hey, if you want to come it's this thursday. 8pm. gypsy den on broadway in santa ana.

fun.
i'm sooo tired.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 12:12:12 GMT

i like how instead of sleeping, i'm up doing stuff like this.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

1. Pick 20 films you love/thoroughly enjoyed.

2. Find screen captures (stills) for each film, preferably from scenes you like. If you can't find a still, pick a new movie.

3. Post the pictures with the rules; let your readers guess from what
movie each still is. (Readers, no cheating. No google, no looking at my
livejournal interests or looking at the file names.)

1.

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when you're 21 you're no fun

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 02:02:51 GMT

august so far has been good to me.
thank you the month of august.

been seeing a lot of people from long time ago.
and it's nice.
i thought it would be awkward but just the opposite.
i'm glad.

i'm going to start working a lot.
and school starts in two weeks or something like that.

sunday wants to go to san fran for new years so a trip is being planned.
that would be really fun.

tonight i'm probably going to see satisfaction again.
i'm bringing michael some cupcakes.
i'm so nice.

anyway,

this is so the love of my life right now.

blah

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 08:35:08 GMT

hahahaha.
i made sure to sit on the right side of the tram to get the money shot.

gold mine gutted

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 07:01:15 GMT

i hate when i'm uncertain about what's going to happen next.
i have an idea of what i should be doing; the plan working itself out in my head.
but i always find myself at a loss. at a wrong direction.
this isn't an unfamiliar feeling so i'm not freaking out.
there's something different this time though.
it's something like a feeling that i know good things are coming.

the tire problem is solved.
i just have to pretty much be a better daughter.
or so that's what my dad says.
fatuous pseudo blubber.

i forgot to mention yesterday that when i blew my tire i was in the carpool lane.
after the guy switched my tire i had to get from the carpool lane to the next exit.
there was no letting out of the carpool lane so i had to go over the double yellow line, plus the exit was fast approaching.
so i had to pull one of those fucking, cut straight across all, what seemed like, 5 lanes to barely make the exit.
the best part though was that i so yelled out RENEGADE! when i did it.
too bad i almost gave sandi a heart attack.
i'm fucking crazy sometimes.

so this upcoming monday.
i'll so be in silverlake.
duh.

and this weekend is going to be relaxing.
yay.

crazy if you don't

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 21:57:12 GMT

what a way to start the week, let alone the month of august.

so i got up yesterday with the notion to make a couple issues of the zine to take with me to the satisfaction show that night.
my sister and i left the house like at around 12:30pm.
two kinkos, one staples, food, ridiculous bro in a red truck, and 100 degree heat we finally came home at almost 3.
i went to work on putting together the zines and in all my fury only ended up successfully putting together like 5.
in what seems like 4 hours.
jesus.
then sandi came and i still had to get ready and we had to leave because we were going to pick up erik, blah blah blah.
so we finally hit the road at 9pm, which was the time i should have already picked up erik.
we're on the freeway when FLAP FLAP FLAP!!
a side of my car's top came off and was flying around like crazy.
so we exit the freeway, pull into an rv park where we knew we were going to get butt raped, i fix the top and off we go.
not even 20 minutes later i hear asldkfaskldfjaslkdfjaslkdfjasdlkfj!!!
my car blows a fucking tire.
basically killing all hope of getting anywhere that night.
the tow truck comes, fixes my tire charges me 55 dollars and sandi and i go to denny's to laugh, cry, eat, and just be.
the turned out to be a drive to denny's in buena park and an even longer ass drive home because i had to go slow with the spare on.
i missed the show, i missed my new crush, i missed handing out zines, but eh.
we're ok and i guess that's what matters right.

i don't want to deal with my dad.
i have to get new tires.
i will be ass poor but god damn i'll get those tires.

mother jesus.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 08:56:27 GMT

summer is going by quick.
i feel like the only summerish sort of thing i have done is go to the oc fair.
lame.
but i can't help it.
the heat is a nightmare.

sunday was fantastic.
everyone came out for sandi's dinner and to video star.
to me it felt like a reunion.
i don't see everyone much.
fittingly so, most of us got smashingly drunk and danced like fiends.
i love how we're so all over the place.
i noticed that everyone is so blended in but we're all far from it.
did i ever tell you how much i love alcohol and cigarettes?
and i saw titties.
sandi was too drunk to drive home so we went to norms.
we got there at like 2 something am and didn't leave until around 5.
we had such a good conversation about things.
and our conversations reminded me of the ones sal paradise and dean moriarty have in jack kerouac'son the road.
while i read that book i found myself relating to and wanting to be sal.
and i wanted to find my dean moriarty, to go mad with and talk and talk and talk.
but talking to sandi that night, i was no doubt dean.
exploding with stories about my childhood, music, myself, and that night.
seriously, it was an excellent night.
i would love for these nights to be more regular and to have conversations like that with everyone i know.

i finished reading harry potter last night.
tears.
booooooooooo.
i seriously don't want to wait however many years it's going to take for jkr to write the next book.
it's just not right to keep people waiting.
i think my favorite word at the moment is snogging.

i have no plans this weekend.
i need to finish putting together my zine.
i don't know what book to start reading next.
i really want to see the edukators but it's only playing in santa monica right now.
and m.i.a. at the henry fonda in october or something, AWESOME!

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 08:50:24 GMT

my little sister and i saw howl's moving castle today.
it was awesome.
i liked it a lot.

i feel better.

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 08:58:10 GMT

so for my break at work today, i went to starbucks to get a coffee and read my book.
i sat down and started reading when this girl comes up to me and says,
this is probably weird but i had to tell you that you look beautiful.

i was literally dumbfounded. all i could say was thanks.
she said something about my outfit and again all i could say was thanks.
and then she just turned around and went back to her seat.
i couldn't believe it, i really wasn't expecting it.
but it's crazy that this happened because lately i have been feeling really really self conscious and ugly.
especially these past few days.
and then this happened and it was like whoa.
here i was feeling terrible about my appearance, myself in general and here is this person out of nowhere telling me otherwise.
crazy huh.
life is crazy that way.

mia, i'm glad you're ok, when i saw what happen on the news i immediately thought of you.
god bless you hun.

i should be in bed.
let's see what tomorrow is like.

i figured desperate guys never had a chance

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 18:47:33 GMT

the sunday before i left for seattle lauren and i saw the faint and bright eyes. holy mother it was amazing. the faint, god the faint just blew my mind. i don't think i've ever felt that many chills in one show. i also don't think i've ever danced that much at a show either. and they played everything i really wanted to hear. my god.

and bright eyes. it was just like all my senses were stimulated haha. that sounds so stupid but really. and for the encore they were making all sorts of crazy music and noises and it got louder and crazier and conor came out, he sat at his keyboard, the noise stopped and he went right into lover i don't have to love. boner doesn't even come close to describing.

i vow to never miss another faint show again.
pinky swear.

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 18:46:11 GMT

plane home from seattle.

yesterday was a loooong day.
today will be awesome.
yes!

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 03:47:23 GMT

so yesterday, i decided i was going to give my car some love.
i washed it, cleaned the inside, and then i waxed it.
for real, i waxed it.
it took me ALL afternoon.
while i washed it, cleaned it and waxed it i had the radio on.
my dad told me to watch out for the battery, but it slipped my mind.
last night though, i did move my car.
today,
after it was all pretty and shiny and i wast thinking,
wow, my car really does look nice,
when i went to turn it on,
it didn't.
NOOOOOOOOO!!!!
yet again begins the car trouble.
after all the love i gave it.
after all the time i put into it.
this really is the toughest relationship ever.
give and take, give and take.
i give it love, it takes all my sanity.
meh.

maybe i'll keep doing this one picture at a time.

ferry to bainbridge island

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 17:55:23 GMT

brilliant. just brilliant.

okgo - a million ways to be cruel